Friday, August 12, 2005

Damn Whitesnake Song....

OK.... this is an addendum to what was already written....

In reference to the title above.... It's a semi-famous 'power ballad' from the '80s, performed by the semi-famous hair band called WHITESNAKE... the video starred the vixen-ish Tawny Kittain (spelling?) and she was dancing on a couple of Jaguars in the mists.... Have you guessed the song yet? Figured it out? C'mon! I know that damn song is just rattling around in your head - bounding around your skull like a bug inside the car, smacking against the windows, trying to get out.... Come on.... Come on.... Go with it.... you know it....

You don't know it?!? OMG!!! How young are you?!? DO some research.... it's called "IS IT LOVE".... or is it "IS THIS LOVE"?... um.... damn.... "Is this love, that I'm feeling... Is this the love that I've been dreaming of...." anyway....

I would guess to say that I am NOT in love, but it is quite possible that I may be falling? He's got so many good points - so many pros, as it were, that I can't seem to find the cons - except maybe the people he works with.... he's a criminal defense attorney... anyway....

But, I think that the feeling is quite mutual.... I get all sorts of vibes from him all the time.... we end up seeing each other almost every day - usually we walk our dogs...

Damn.... I just had dinner and a glass of wine and I had all these thoughts running through my head and now I'm almost afraid to put them down - fearing that if he sees/reads/heres these thoughts, he run scared...

we've both been talking about how we want to take this all really slow, but... sometimes, when you find a good thing, it is really hard to move slowly when your heart and head says ... S C R E A M S .... "Hurry, Hurry, HURRY!!!! Don't let this fantastic catch get away and swim into somebody else's net!!!"

So... what am I supposed to do at this point?!? I don't want to rush things and get someplace neither of us is ready to be, but I don't want to poke along the road of love and miss out on a good thing....

Thoughts? Feelings? Well wishes?

Been quite a while....

Ya know.... it really sucks when you start to do something and then forget about it for a while and then come across it again after a few months.... Like Blogger.... I forgot ALL ABOUT IT.... my bad....

So, where to start....?

How about a chronological listing of what's been happpening?

Let's see... last I published was in March?!? YIKES!!!!

Well, a friend came and visited from Denver... we went to Disneyland with some other pals.... also did a few Tom of Finland Foundation volunteer events.... Um.... There have been a couple of trips to Vegas.... mom and I bought a motor home.... um..... Wow.... We went camping a few times in the motorhome.... did a few PT Cruiser shows....

Bullet got hit while towing behind the motorhome (a Bounder) on a trip for a PT Cruiser event... He was in Vegas forf nearly a month, getting about $3500 worth of repairs to the driver side... Got him back, found some work they needed to complete... took him back to them for touch ups and completions....

The first PT show after the accident saw the introduction of PT BEAR*NUM - the new look and theme for Bullet....

Nibbler is doing well.... we've been doing well together after I finally got rid of the loser boy that was in my life.... see my blogs posted over at MYSPACE for more (www.myspace.com/leathermancraig).... That will also give you more updates on what's been going on with me....

I've also met a new person that I'm thinking things may be going beyond friendship with.... I'll post more as it moves along... I don't want to push anything... just taking it day by day, doncha know....

Well, I guess that's enough for now.... yeah, I know - it's short and minimal, and after so long away...