Thursday, March 17, 2005

Drama!

The world is too full of drama.... I just can't get over the amount of drama that we all have to deal with in our lives.... It's just so damn annoying....
  • drama - 'national' and 'world' dramas to deal with - our 'president' and his war for oil.. OOPS! I meant War on Terror... Yeah, right... a pissing contest that his daddy couldn't finish... whatever!
  • drama in the courtroom - Michael Jackson, Scott Peterson, Robert Blake, and so on... WHO CARES?!?
  • drama in our commutes - car A cuts off car B. car B pulls out a gun and shoots at car A, but hits car C in the process...

Then, we've all got our personal dramas to deal with....

Breaking up -

I've been seeing this guy for over 2 years now... in November 2003, he moved in with me... Things have been going BADLY ever since.... our sex life has been just about nil - and it wasn't all that much to begin with.... our financial problems have piled up, as he wasn't working for the LONGEST time and even now only holds down a few part time jobs.... he can't even pay his OWN bills, let alone have enough to help me pay OURS... So, I've cut it.... he's moving out - soon.... I can't deal with the BS anymore.... he's got a new 'Daddy' to help train him... if you're not familiar with the term, look up any BDSM or Leather blog or chat room and ask what a Daddy is... So, at least, now, that's one drama out of my life... soon!

I get drama at work.... a person I work with gets ticked off if I don't do what this person wants me to do when this person wants me to do it... heaven forbid I should have OTHER STUFF that I have to work on... and this person isn't even my boss or anything!!! UGH!!! I hate when I get little notes or voice mails asking me if I've done this or that - when I only got the information 5 minutes ago!!! I've got other crap to deal with and sort through - like checking the inbound trading docs from over 300 vendors!!! Plus, tesing our outbound and inbound docs for a handful of other vendors.... YIKES!!!

I get drama from my friends.... for my b-day (about a month ago!), a friend of mine told me that he'd get me and 2 friends into a certain MAJOR theme park in SoCal.... So, I asked a friend of mine from Colorado (who will be in town) and another from San Diego... Now, we're ALL into leather and bdsm type stuff.... Well, my SD buddy can't make it - he whored around too much in Palm Springs last weekend (and you know I'm jealous, A....) and can't afford the weekend up here... OK, fine... So, I asked another local friend to come along, as he's also into leather stuff... But, another friend found out and I had said that I didn't ask this other friend because he is SO not into leather stuff.... so he wouldn't enjoy himself around us.... Now, the OTHER friend is all pissed off at me because I didn't invite him and I said that he wouldn't have as much fun with us as the first friend would.... ARGH!!!! DRAMA!!!!

I'm so damn sick and tired of drama... I'm done with people who think that they're the ONLY ones that should matter and can't take even the slightest issue without blowing it all out of proportion!!! I'm DONE!!!!

A New Blog....

A new day - a New Blog....

I got turned on to this site by my friend, La'akapu - a pal I met on MySpace... I've got my blog over there, too, so check it out, if you get the chance.... just look for me in MySpace....

So, I'm enjoying this so far - although it seems a bit limited - like you have to PAY for a service in order to be able to publish some personal information - like a picture, stats, etc.... We'll see what I do with this.... The more I can do for free, the happier I am....